Regret and Boring

This morning started my class at E3... everything was just as usual except Kenneth eat with us during the lunch time... and we sort of have some look on the girl selling the adidas thingy... but her eyes was too fake.... but any how... this is the regret part come


I got an A for PDSM... not A+... sort of should have work harder... Just 3 marks away... But anyhow.. our top scorer was Chris who got 90 and ET who got 87.... I left far behind with only 77.... Sad HUH? means I must get at least 82 marks in my final exam to get a 4.0 CGPA average in the exam....


Then after finish all the lessons, I went to Bball and as usual, felt useless there... with additional information that one of the experienced player saying that it is tough to play in the competition with bulldozers in it... as well as the risk of getting hurt... Seriously I were to quit if you were giving me a chance. Of course... I am good for nothing in everything especially in sports... The only last final resort I have with me now is something related with academic... If I fail in it... It makes me kinda sad.. because that is the only stuff I am good at.... I am going to work harder for better grades... That is the ONLY stuff I had sense of belonging.... So... I guess you will know how I felt hehe.....


I am seriously useless in games.... in everything except for nerdy stuff.... Haha.... Well given the chance to you.. You will put hope in no where except those stuff which you have at least the chance to win... So if you lose in it.. it is like... Hard to describe with words.. but i guess hurtful is a well-known word for everyone.. haha... well going to sleep soon.... tmr is a brand new day.... I need to catch up all my lessons.... so cyax ;)


Krane